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I have several posts in my head, some i've actually typed half way, but.......

This post was supposed to start off cheeky, witty and what not, but considering that i still have snot running down my face and red puffy eyes, i am not able to pull that off.

Got my last score report today.

I passed.

So why am i crying?

According to my sister i'm a brainy fish, that passing is not just enough for me.

I'm crying because i expected more from myself.

I did put in the work. I prayed. I recruited you guys to pray.

You know, i tried.

I called my parents after i calmed down somewhat and of course they are jubilating and making merry. Their Ada is about to be an American certified doctor. I can just see my mother dancing and telling all her friends. I'm definitely going to be very spoilt this holiday.

See i'm trying to cheer myself up.

My family is always good for this. Best ego boost a girl can ask for.

However the reality is that medicine is competitive, and there are people out there with higher scores, applying for the same positions i'm applying for. *sigh*

I'm grateful, i am, but i'm also realistic.

Thank you for praying for and with me.

As much as i don't feel so great right now, i'm still awesome.

I know there are people out there who have not been able to pass these exams in more than one sitting. And i did. All of them. one time only.

So you see i am awesome, just not as awesome as i wished to be.

And of course God is great. I didn't do this by myself.

I shall attempt to put up a post when i'm feeling better.

So Chukwunna daalu.